I guess i can say i am really through the gates...
I talked to Syd today and still felt like my happy self at the end...and that is all i could hope for. We talked for a couple hours...then she got mad. Upset with me as it were...And I tried to lay it out for her..i didn't want to make her life worse...I want her to be happy...and she Hides...
I think she is starting to realize some things about herself she cannot hide from...no matter how logical she wants to be, how much she wants to push her feelings down. I am not talking about relationships...I am talking about her. The conversation ended there...
After all this...and through this whole conversation...I was me...and i was still happy. And that is a start.
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